It's Been Awhile...

My apologies. It's been awhile since I've made it on here. (the pic is a turtle at the Georgia Aquarium)

Last week I went to Georgia and visited some of my dad's family. It was so great to see them and spend time with them. I haven't gotten to do alot of that since he passed away... so it meant alot to me to be able to get down there. Georgia is a really beautiful state- so much green!

Things between Tom and I were a little rough before I left for Georgia. I am finding out that marriage is harder than I ever knew. But, it is also so, so worth it. I'm working really hard to be more patient and understanding with him. I don't want to be so stressed about about things anymore or be so high strung. It isn't good for me, and it isn't good for our relationship. He is so good for me and the best thing that has ever happened to me. If it wasn't for him, I don't know where I would be. Since I've been back, things have been great! I saw the way a really great couple works while I was in Georgia. And, I was reminded over again that love can make it even in tough times. My grandparents were married for over 60 years!! My aunt and uncle for 40! Marriage can work! I think I forget that because my parents ended in divorce. That is why I had fear about getting married in the first place. I never, ever want to do that to my children. I want them to see their parents grow old together and see the love we share every single day. Sickness and health, better or for worst, as long as we both shall live. I need to remember the vows and be so grateful for the gift God has given me. Love, amazing, pure, and sometimes HARD love.

Adding to stress- starting a new job and school at the same time. STRESSFUL! Money is uber tight right now. The mortgage is due with my next paycheck, and there won't be much to spare after that. Things will get better in Sept.- Lots of overtime coming the Hub's way. This is definately one of those worst times :) But I am looking on the bright side (and praying it won't cost too much to fix the water heater!) Things will be okay. Just gotta keep the head up and the smile on!