Only when we are no longer afraid do we begin to live. -Dorothy Thompson

Things I want to do in my life:

- join the Peace Corps
-find a church that fits me
- birth a baby by water birth
- never smoke again
-meet my goal weight and maintain it
- never miss a day of telling Tom I love him
-travel to India
- own a Mustang
- glorify God
- truly forgive
- be a mom
- paint a mural
- climb a mountain
- learn to swim
- live in England for at least 5 years
- have my own dark room
- drive up/down the east and west coasts
- visit a vineyard
- learn to love myself


That's a start.

I'm so excited for tomorrow. The day we finally move into our very first house. Watched Jon and Kate plus 8 tonight. Can I just say I am so disappointed at them for not fighting harder for their marriage? I hope I never stop fighting for my marriage. Enough about that!

I need to attempt to get some sleep here...